I would love to write more, but as I begin my senior year of college with a dark cloud of stress about my future, I find myself unable to write from the heart anymore.
III. ...And There Was No Pomp or Circumstance
My unshakeable youthful confidence came crashing down when I was cast as Jack in Into the Woods JR.
Musical Theatre hasn't always been my first love. Hell, I saw my first show when I was twelve-ish, which is relatively late in a a?oetheatre person'sa?? life.
I'm being represented and now my experiences, especially being a composing/theory major in college, with the way songs I write are perceived are now being shown in a song! How apropos!
Every time I see a blank piece of paper, I have a little mini stroke. It mocks me because it tells me the last thing I wrote wasn't good enough to get people to love or respect me. I don't write for that gratification but it's that little voice, that little kid in me, that yearns for the approval of others.
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