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BWW Blog: Alex Urdiales - What IF?

June 25
5:23 PM 2014
BWW Blog: Alex Urdiales - What IF?

"What if?" That's a question I often finding myself reflecting upon. There are a ton of times in my life where two roads were open and I could only go down one and I ask, "What road do I take? And what happens to the roads I didn't take?" Well, I would like to cite as reference, a song from the musical FOLLIES which of course was written by the legend and my personal hero Sondheim called "The Road You Didn't Take." At this point in the show an Older Ben is now is reflecting back upon his life is simply wondering The roads I didn't take would they really have changed much?

"You take one road, you try one door,

And there isn't time for any more.

One's life consists of either/or.

One has regrets which one forgets,

And as the years goes on.

The road you didn't take comes to mind, does it?"

So I'll move on Sondheim although I could talk about him for hours, but I'm still going to keep in mind the simple question of "what if?" So this past spring I saw this great show called IF/THEN. It's from the same minds that brought us NEXT TO NORMAL which was so moving that it brought my family to tears. This show was no different. The story takes the life of Elizabeth in different directions. From the start of the show, she's already made a big choice and that was her move to New York City which is something that I would like to see myself doing in the next few years (Elizabeth is played by Idina Menzel. I have had the biggest crush on her). Anyway, like I said before she just moved to the Big Apple and is looking around and taking stock on what her life has become.

"What if I always belonged in the city that moves me with people who thrill me?

The marriage, the mortgage, I left them behind me before they could kill me? My plan was just perfect, courageous and daring, to start my life new,

Now I look at this morning, it moves me to say, 'Oh my God, what the hell did I do?'

I can do this I know, I just need to take care be smart, self-sufficient, and hyper-aware 'Cause I'm flirting

With 40, there's no time to wait and I can't help but feel I'm already too late"

The story goes on and what was seemed like a simple choice at first turns into something life changing. I won't talk anymore of the plot because the show takes many twists and turns and it's something that you have to experience. Just know that by the end of the show, I left the theater with a life affirming meaning. It's always so great when you leave the theater having that feeling that comes so rarely that you love it when happens it doesn't last long but you know deep down you've been changed. And I wouldn't have had experienced it if so many things didn't just fall into place. So to the question of "What if?" well there's a lot of that in life and we can choose to wonder what could have been, but then you miss out on what the best part of life and that's living the last song in IF/THEN there is a lyric that really stuck with me:

"You stop and say hey to a stranger

And where will it lead, who can know

But you learn how to love the not knowing

So here I go"

So here I go on with whatever life has for me today. We don't know what will happen but we have to take courage to live our lives. That is something theater has taught me and there's a lot of life you could learn from theater. I hope to share what I've learned and I'd like to hear if you were taught something about life.

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Guest Blogger: Alex Urdiales I’ve known that I’ve want to work in theatre since I was 16, and I’ve been lucky to have my dreams come true. Now I’m a House Manager, Theatre Security, and Assistant to Tech Director at the Majestic Theatre in San Antonio, Texas. I’m a Theatre student in college, and can also be seen doing all kinds of crazy, theatre things around town. From playwright, to stage manager, I love almost all aspects of theatre, and feel like there is nothing more life changing than the power of theatre.You can find me at http://about.me/alexu


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