I have been playing the most recent cast recording on a loop, and I have a question about a couple of the lyrics. I am hoping that someone here can shed some light.
During Ben's final song "Live, Laugh, Love," when the narrative thread starts to break down into chaos, Ben starts to shout some random thoughts like, "The job was there, I just took it. They never found out" and "She threatened to commit suicide. I never knew she was serious." What is he referring to? I don't see these words in any of the published lyrics, so is this an interpretive choice on the part of the actor? If so, what do they mean?
I've seen too many versions to keep them straight. But at some point in the evening, we usually learn that Ben secretly got Sally pregnant but couldn't afford or didn't want to marry her. Sally tried (or faked) a suicide attempt. Buddy stepped in and married Sally and she has resented him for it ever since. Sally's oldest son is probably the bio-child of the "childless" Ben. Ben, of course, went on to marry the more ambitious (and therefore upwardly mobile) Phyllis.
As for "The job was there, I just took it. They never found out", I'm not sure which job Ben means, but the line continues the idea that Ben thinks he is a fraud.
It's an interesting thought, and I'm wracking my brain trying to figure out where it might be implied, but I don't think it's there. I think Ben left Sally for good just before the war broke out. Ben married Phyllis and went off to war, Sally attempted suicide and Buddy was there to help her pick up the pieces.
In the original book's finale, Sally also has those chilling lines about how she "should have died the first time," implying her suicide attempt. All of the versions are mixed together in my head currently, but I think the 2011 revival got the closest to the original finale, but still didn't have the guts to use Sally's suicide lines.